So Hot, So Cold
Lost at sea in a home away from home
Found in dreams' deepest escapes I roam
Another regret more sour than the last
I never forget the future of my past
So far below becomes boiling vat
So high above freezing faster than that
In between I shiver and sweat
Lost in dreams downriver toward death
Found at sea choking on waves as I'm trying to sing
I can't do anything if it's still part of something
The fatal irony of this self-aware life
Doomed to watch love die despite any sacrifice
Greater chaos finds order for us all
Fight it or not, we must heed to its call
The coldness burns, the fire traps us still
Graves are redundant when air takes at will
If ever we learn giving is the key to survive
That there're better things for living than being alive
I'll choose to give love without a choice
Her words are the strongest I can voice