letter to my mother
You said you’d always love me when you smacked me and I cried
But that was a lie
Here’s an open hand
Here’s a kiss
Here’s an open hand
Here’s a fist
I came from your womb
You suckled me from your breast
But then came the test
When I learned to speak and be naughty
When I learned to be an individual when I rebelled
You said I’d changed you said I’d go to hell
Now I find your love was conditional
With condition you imposed
I chose to be me
You chose to not to the child or the adult me
They say that blood is thicker than water
But all I can see are the tears in my eyes!