Hated but Loved
I wish no harm, an unbearable pain
tearing at my sanity, emotionally inept
overwrought with compassion
holding normality together
tragically silent in suffering
while the world suffers hate
weeping without showing
shut the fucking gate
Please shut the fucking gate
Plea's screaming unheard
my heart suffers deep
I cannot change the circumstance
in which action that I weep
the mind overuneth,
the cup hath no chance
torture oneself cruely
then have another dance
do not be seen
have another dance
Continue without showing
I cannot bare life anymore
continue but not giving
a hint of what's in store
a paradoxical torture
ironical so it seems
honest in a weakness
hate me for loves sake
not meant to be a bore
so shut the fucking door
Please shut the fucking door