Back to work

I'm here
But I'm not here
I'm half lost in limbo
Somewhere between now and the past and the future 
But off to the left a bit
And slightly south
Behind that bush
Wearing a banana-man costume

Why am I there?
Well, why be anywhere in particular?
Especially now
With no kids in
Boredom
And time
To dream
But nothing to do
Except tap tap tap on my phone

Trying to get back into it
Motivated 
Energised
With no stimulus 
So my mind flit flit flits
Here and there
Hither and thither
A failed date.
Jumping in a bush at college,
Drunk
How long will I work here?
Tony dressed as a zombie cow
Did that kid trace that or paint it free hand?
What will I teach them?
When's Dave getting here? It's been more than 10 mins
The hum of the computer 
Girls, girls, girls... sex
Cuddles and company
Love?

How long?

I hope that tomorrow I can concentrate better than this.