Theses days idk if I'm coming or going, I'm not sure if I'm walking backwards or forward.  I'm left to center, I am out of tune. My fire is cold and my ice is hot. Not sure if you're my best friend or my worst enemy. I keep digging holes that lift me to mountaintops.  My river has run dry and my desert is flooded. As I age another year my body grows younger.  As the time flies by it passes in slow motion. I'm swimming in dirt as I drown in the ocean. I try to think clearly but my vision is blurry.  I walk real slow but I'm always in a hurry. This is me, this is what I am, and if you truly loved me you wouldn't give a damn. Now you hate all these things that make me me, now tell me now how true love could be? I love you for you and all that you are. I don't give a damn because my love travels that far. To love you when your sad, and even more when you're angry. To hold you up high when you are at your lowest. To smile through my tears because I know you'll be happy. To leave you here wishing you wouldn't have met me. I smile when I'm sad, and cry when I'm happy. Tell me now how true love could be. You showed me your heart and I covered it up. Don't trust myself with things like that, I know there's just no luck. I love you now and until the day I die, I swear these words to you with my blurry eyes. I want to say hello again let us meet another time. Maybe then you'll believe me and not always think I'm lying. Out side I'm smiling the largest smile you'll ever see, but inside I'm drowning in my own tears screaming as I plead. I love you love me.