London by William Blake/Lights Out
Attached is my recording of William Blake's London, with my own poem Lights Out as a coda.
The words to Lights Out are below.
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The cameras whirr and purr
On graffiti-less walls
And a megaphone calls out:
THERE IS NOTHING TO FEAR.
And I’m sure they can hear every secret I’ve kept
And the thudding of my every footstep
Everyone’s scared of being scared
Regretting and forgetting
Hyperaware but still no one cares
We lost the battle
So I guess fair’s fair
I hear the clinking of glasses and muffled laughter
From upstairs
It’s past the ten o’clock curfew
Someone’ll phone in
And the police’ll break in
Silenced guns silencing
We lost control
Now life’s nothing but a toll
A number on a payroll
Face down, knuckles clenched tight and white
We sit and stare at our still pints
Because it’s easier than admitting we gave up the fight
11’o clock rolls in
The siren’s sounding
No more lock-ins
The lenses are twitching
So we drink up without bitching
A pen begins scribbling
Words in the back of my throat
That threaten to creeping up to the tip of my tounge
Home’s less a home
And more like a prison
Through the prism of digital eyes
I’m trying to remember a time
When the Average Person was just a myth
In my sleep I riff and tinker
With the edges of non-thinking
And sometimes I dream of this city sinking
And wake up with a strange warm glow in my belly
Then the grey damp reality hits me
But they won’t fucking take me
And they won’t fucking break me
I’m fed up with being a tourist of what someone else
Thinks is stable
I leave my ID card on the kitchen table
They won’t be able to see my plan
They’ll regret the day they fucked with the little man
I open my front door
The wind and rain claws at my face
And with this little blade I’ll take them with me to Hell
My heart’s pounding like a funeral knell
I take one last look at my cell
And turn the lights out