The flame pain

Wishing I could unfeel your touch
Erase my hurt and pain it's just to much

Walking around on egg shells and glass deep cuts bleed from shards of a past

Scars from memories that go unseen
Living in a fog clouded dream 

Pain deep within my soul
Hurts worst then anyone can know

The other half of me wants free
The other half ran away unseen

Feelings left unexplained  you see
I want him he doesn't want me

A endless cycle  of disbelief
Left in a puddle of  loath and grief 

Once so close to one another
Until he found out wanting a other

I am left wondering  why
To sit and forever cry

I have invisible tears falling down my face  my soul cries in pain
Her other half  rejected  her blew out his flame

The light now has no dark
He ran away pulling them apart

Trying hard to heal the pain she felt
Suffering alone with everything being delt

She wasn't worth the time and waiting
Now finds his love into hating

She is never good enough for anyone to stay
She knows now how to keep them all away

The one she searched for her whole life
She wasn't even good enough to be his wife

There's nothing left to hope for
He turns walks away closes the door

As long as he is happy
She will accept her life as crappy

She will leave her flame burning bright
Loving him far from her sight

Her dreams never really ever mattered
She accepts  them torn and taddered

Even though he just don't care
Forever in her heart he will be there

He will never read the things she writes
Or feel her wanting to hold him tight

Far apart from each other it seems
But always back together each night she dreams

In her heart she will always know
Just who has the other half of her soul