Today is your birthday
I have so much I wanna say

I miss hearing your voice on the phone
I am alone but yet don't feel alone

I wonder if you think about me
If this is the end it shouldn't be

I hope you get what you want today
I  have so much I want to say

I have so many questions  to ask
I won't bother you I will hide in fact

I dreamed about you last night
We got into a terrible  fight

You screamed  at me said just leave me alone
So I will keep living hoping you come home


I hope you like the gifts I send
I hope you knew what they all meant

Even though your not talking to me
It's still just you who I want to be

I hope your happy  where ever you are
I hope you know in my heart you not very far

Even though I am probably  not who you want  anymore
I just want to wish you happiness behind every door

So just let me come out and say
I hope you have a wonderful day

I love you always have i always will
 I miss you then I miss you now I miss you still

I wish I could see you just to say
I love you Josh happy birthday