I got the torching  chamber the quietness  makes thoughts scream like  fire licking  my skin  it burns in pure agony  it smells of filth and stench   it's unbearable  undeniably   unignorable it cut through me like shards of glass  the unknown  unanswered  questions  spinning in my head take me in the the abyss it tugs at my soul  it leaves marks in my universe  it pulls at my heart and cause pain in my bones  it creeps In like a cold winters day  your peace and quiet in my  screaming  pain  the pull on my heart  is  pumping cords into my veins i will leave you alone if you wish but always know it's you a unfilled hole on my life that will be missed hate the sound of my voice the smell of me the feel of my blanket  on your skin  hate the text I send your phone I will walk around for ever living alone my life is incomplete  my children  forever unborn  take you peace and quiet I will try not to morn  I try so hard to stay strong finding  random things to do but truth be told the don't stop the I miss you  I love you from afar  forever in my heart no more games shall I play i will wake up and walk away dreams blowing in the wind I won't  began  again tis you I want my life with  tis you I want to die with  so take all the time you want or need I will just be hanging on wondering in between  I love you mind body and soul even if you want to go i can't ever be mad I just be forever sad  happiness I hope you find even if is can't be mine  you know where I stand you know where to find me if you can  i won't block run or hide I just sit here hoping your still mine