I will yet despair be

the chosen one

it seems better that way,

have no hope of mercy

have no hope of joy

and let not your suffering tears

bring neither peace nor relief,

it's only a falsehood

you know this just the same.

So choose your star

such as it is to gaze upon, and

let no mans spirit

bring you down,

but take a little time

for those such as I,

i ask not for your mercy

nor your forgivenes

for being what I am.