Silent Songs of Understanding
He sings, no,
hums, or maybe
whispers a song.
No. It's dead silent.
But it is a song that I don't know,
it is almost a foreign language,
there is no sound other than the song of understanding.
He looks at me with my head in my hands, quivering lip, glistening eyes, fighting drops of sadness,
and touches the side of his nose.
Secret code, I nod. Yes, I need to talk.
He points and we get up and leave,
we didn't say a word, nobody else could understand
anything we said,
not even his girlfriend. Because it was silent.
She looks at him as we walk away and he mouths "I'm sorry".
She knows he will be back, but I think she is hurt.
I didn't want to hurt anyone, I just need help.
And he is the only one who can carry the silent tune of understanding.
The stage is dark as we walk on, and there's no one else there.
He folds me in his arms and I spill over.
My head is in his hands, my lip is no longer quivering, it is shaking with sobs, and I don't fight the tears.
And we stand.
His mouth is by my ear and I can hear him.
He has a lovely voice.
He is singing, no,
humming, or maybe
whispering a song.
No. It's dead silent.
But it is the silent song of understanding.
And I know he cares.
Claire
Wed 2nd Nov 2016 16:34
Half of the time I write, I write quickly and just pour, so I have no clue what was going through my mind most of the time. I don't think it is a mirror, though.
As for "Oh, Q", 'he' in this poem is 'Q' in the other one. They are very connected. The 'Lonely Dancer' in "Lonely Dancer" is 'Q' as well. Most of my poems are just me blabbing about my social life.