Me vs. I
There should be a sermon today.
I died last week.
I was a hermit, but not in a crab way.
Eat, not as much.
I used to devour meals and prayers.
Trying to spew my sins.
My head spins.
Lost control.
I don't understand my role.
Can't comprehend the toll.
The full amount of damage dealt.
I am the elk.
I make eye contact with the hunter.
My presence fuels his hunger.
I'm at a fork.
Do I die or survive?
I gauge my demise.
Is it so bad to disappear?
I feel that it's worse to live in fear.
I was born to conquer.
Now I'm queer.