I saw my soul cry black drops,
As I sat on the throne talking to god,
Its not like im lonley, I got more to do,
There are plenty of women out there, Other than you,
This is the only way forward, I shiver and shake,
Trying to hold onto a love we cant make,
And I cant try patience I have waited for you,
Not much to go, just the odd clue,
Get bad ass baby, do whatever you wish,
While i dont even get to dream of laying on your shoulders a kiss,
The world crumbles as I stand and sit still
The world listens to God, and so I will.
I got more in me, and I got time to kill,
This is not rap, this is my will,
Im gonna survive, with you or without,