Air it out
Memories come back to me like wooh!
If I think real hard about it I start feeling blue
So they say I should put it out of mind
And I'll be fine
I agree with that but sometimes
Some times I try to forget replay in my mind
Thoughts they replay and replay
Think I gotta air it out
Hear me out
This is what I got to say
We were vibing
Didn't view her like a nice thing
She is not an object to be played with
A beautiful person - has her flaws
But who doesn't have issues?
What I didn't know is she had claws
A beast, I was her play thing
She scarred me deep: left me crying
Pass the tissues
Bring the IV, I'm dying
Girl you got me with that ratatata ta ta
I was flying so high
You brought me down so low
Left me solo
You took the goods
And left me with that bad and ugly
You made me think you were into me
I was into you
Even the blind could see that
It took a lot of courage for me to...
Confess my feelings - should I, should I not, should I, I will, I did
Then you said : ' We are good friends - leave it a that'
You say no hard feelings
But that dropped on me like a ton of bricks
Why am I suddenly feeling so sick?
...cut me deep
For a while all I want to do is sleep
And never wake up....wake up....woke up
Gotta get moving
Obviously e drifted apart
But now you feeling moody?
Saying you miss our close relationship?
But you were the one that sank the ship
Girl, i gotta guard my heart
Wooh! Feel good to air it out!
God hear me out
Your perfect love casts out fear
Come and do that work here
My heart - wanna love again
confess again, may get heart broken again
but no pain, no gain
In Jesus name
Help me find one that's right for me
And give us the strenght and wisdom
To live, love, learn how to live and love better
Juan Pablo Lynch
Mon 13th Feb 2017 14:11
Thanks Old Shoes, this was inspired from a high school fling that had me feeling Sky high and left me feeling as if I was in the basement of a basement. It was really a hard time for me ad only now years later could I really air it out without bringing up any toxic feelings.
Colin, the flow of a poem is really important to me so that's a much appreciated comment from you.