i find myself staring away from the sun i dont want to see what your heart has strung now all i have is a scar and a sip of rum

i think we all ache for a sacred place where intruments play and no ones afraid

one thing ill admit im ashamed of the choices ive made everyone wants a round of applause for giving the same amount of blame

leave me alone with feelings that come to shape when theres nothing but bone i know your afraid leave me with a bag of old photos for the love of my hollow home

she said i would be given a chance to camoflauge the past to forgive all the lovers that were never meant to last

for all the friends who stabbed me in the back you gave me a mild heart attack sorry i freaked you out with getting attached

even when i told you of the story when i collappsed you laughed not to understand how i act only to walk away telling them of my relapse

you were never a friend of mine maybe just a fun time