Hyperventilation, the pain is unbearable, I can't properly breathe.

No tissue around, so I wipe the snot on my sleeve.

Side by side forever, is what I truly believed,

Things fell apart between us unfortunately

Told you I wouldn't give up & I would stick around, 

although the suffereing was real, I took it pound for pound.

I didn't care as long as there were more ups than downs,

Always slept with a smile on my face,

knowing that tomorrow you would be coming to town. 

 

I woke up & waited & you weren't there.

Something wrong was happening I feared,

I ignored that feeling, kept hope because I cared.

Who knew that everything we had would deminish? just dissappear,

I couldn't shake the feeling but at least it made things clear.

all the times I was hurt, all the times I suffered,

you were never there.