Even if we never understand this messed up world that we live in
At just 17 when life seemed so empty
Your father and I, we got a bit friendly
And 9 months later you arrived at the scene
When I truly comprehended what love really means.
I love you more than life
And this love runs through me like a fire in my veins
A fire that will protect you from all the adversity and pain
that this world will try to impose and inflict
and I know your heart will be pure regardless of conflict
the system is corrupt and the world order is new
And this wasn't the world that I wanted for you
I was too young and naive I didn't understand this system
I didn't realise how problematic it would be to resist them
They said to register the birth and that you needed the vaccines
but they've been blurring all the lines and I'm not to sure what it all means
People say I'm paranoid but the truth is there to see
& when you piece it all together I dunno how you wouldn't be
Regardless of all the conspiracies
this world is full of corruption and austerity
and any sane person would be cautious for their children
The injustice and inequality whilst the elite hoard the trillions
And I'm not too sure if it'll ever get better
I'm worried for our planet but we're all still getting clever
so I guess we're still progressing with globalisation
even with our problems such as tax evasion
because the rich are getting richer and the poor are getting bitter
the establishment are winning but they're also the embitter
The 99% are clicking on .. And it's not the planet that we all want
but look now we're here and I wouldn't change it for the world, but I want the world for you, so sleep tight and dream, and be kind and free, and look after your soul, love is the key.
I would endure all the pain imaginable
Lay down my life unquestionable
To prevent you from anything unbearable
From a mother to her son
I didn't realise life would be this painful
And now I think what have I done
Subjecting you to a world this woeful
And I know that it's only just begun
But I'll forever look at you and be grateful
You give me strength when I'm exasperated with negativity
You give me hope when I'm faced with adversity
And you give me love when I fail to see things compassionately
And even tho I made you, you completed me
And I forever will be there to do all of the fixing .. even if we never understand this messed up world that we live in.
My love for you outweighs it all,
and that's why I can't be anything, but grateful.