Yes i love him... 

We fight each day to the extent of abuses, 

but I love him.... 

We fight for petty mistake, lies and excuses, 

but I love him.... 

I've lost my maturity,  skill sets and passion 

but I love him... 

He is losing career, health and expectation

but I love him... 

Frequent are my hot head and his cold feet 

but I love him.... 

We've got no sentiment with love at defeat 

but I love him.... 

He's married, I know, tough to digest 

but I love him... 

My Mistake it was, unable to adjust

but I love him...

I skip my meals and wait for the pings

coz I love him.... 

I get his favs and talk lovely things

coz I love him.. 

He lies to me,  just not to hurt

coz he loves me... 

He gifts me roses, talking despite uncomfort

coz he loves me... 

I forget special moments and blabber hate u

but I love him... 

He always keeps it intact retorting with love u

but I love him... 

Earlier sorry was enough, now I rage in anger

but I love him... 

His family commitment put my love to danger

but I love him... 

He explains all the time, I fail to understand 

but I love him... 

I expect all the time, he fails to meet demand 

but I love him... 

We've ruined each other to irreparable states

but I love him... 

I don't know how to fix it, restore the states

but I love him....

May God grant him strength and wisdom to me

as I still love him... 

Almightys Mercy shall befell on him if not me

as I really love him...