Day 5
Lyrical Inebriality

06/08/2017

I broke today. I thought I had it all under control,
Little did I know it was all coming to a great tumbling fall.
Faced with the reality of my situation, that I actually wasn’t in a zone of realization.
No longer willing to fight the feelings I so deeply felt. All I actually did was melt.
Asked to explain what I was experiencing, 
Failing to utter a word for the fear or releasing,
Things I had kept so deeply hidden away, and still there was the part I had to play,
Of a girl who had it all figured out, she broke….. and that was without a doubt.
I wasn’t ready I must say, I can no longer pretend I’m ok.
I need help, not judgement ……… MAKE IT GO AWAY!!!