I wish I could press rewind

 take a step back before you were even mine.

before you chose for me to be the perfect one for you

you see.....

I wish I could take a second and try again

be somehow a better stronger women.

It was never my intention to mislead you or guide you wrong

I've tried so hard to be perfect but im just not that strong.

So many things i never wanted you to know you have already seen

I'm just like my mom was, and your just like me.

I wanted so bad for you to have better but I've messed that up

with everything that has happened I hope you know you still have all my love.

I've failed at alot but this is one i can not face

the pain I've inflicted will never be erased.

I hope you find a way to forgive and love me always 

even when we are no longer face to face.