Been feeling like a hypocrite
Been feeling like a fool
Been loosing my self daily
Just because of you.
Been feeling so wicked
Cause of my many secrets
Needing someone to share
Needing someone to keep it
They all know I'm a lair
I know they can feel it
Messing with hearts, emotions and feelings
Meanwhile I'm giving him all the time so that he can mess with mine.
Scribbling and dragging his name all over my line.
Been feeling so selfish, self centered and egotistic
But it's funny after writing all these feelings
I still can't really feel it.

When my mind began to cloud,

i began thinking out loud.