(I can't decide which one I like more because I'm indecisive and incapable of art so let me know and I'd love some tips)

 

The most vanquishing despondency

Is to never be served coldly

But having no caring respondency 

And being forever so lonely

 

Or,

 

The most vanquishing despondency 

Is to have no caring respondency

However never treated coldly

And still forever being lonely