Nowadays I don't ever want to wake up
I'm just an old habit 
I don't own anyone apology
For the suicidal thoughts you put in my mind

I'm better off a sleep why the rain dopes 
Alcohol is all I need
Who needs a chaser 
When I'm chasing all these ghosts

I'm unattached to everyone around me
All my friends are addicted to something
Well I'm too busy cutting out the problem
I'm getting closer to the Reaper

I don't own anyone apology
I'll say I'm sorry like I did everything wrong
I still don't break my promises
I'm waiting on my forever girl even if she's not mine

I'm better off a sleep why the rain dopes 
Alcohol is all I need
Who needs a chaser 
When I'm chasing all these ghosts

I wish I could see her 
Make time stop but that's over 
I'm just addicted to a bad habit
I should probably get a new hobby
Start to cheer up and be happy about what life is