How can I fight anymore
I'm breathing slowly 
Letting myself fade into the hopelessness
My eyes are full of tears

Can you stop the convulsing
I'm shaking like a leaf in a storm
This is my lowest point in my life

I took the bottle of pills
I'm pushing my bad heart to the point
I told myself if I live through this
I'll stop my self destruct ways

The lights are blinking off and on
My eyes are glazed

I call a English girl from my pass
She told me that you helped me with my drug problem
So I'm not leaving until your done with this
Don't die I love you so please pull through this
You're only 22 you got so much to live for
I know you want to die cause you miss her

I took the bottle of pills
I'm pushing my bad heart to the point
I told myself if I live through this
I'll stop my self destruct ways

3 day from then I put a bullet in a gun 
Gave the revolver spin 
Told myself if I live through this 
I'm truly meant to live

It's a year later now
The lesson I learned from this
Is you can only found yourself when you
Lose the person that you love the most
It sucks but it's the truth