I’m a little bit scared
I’m a little bit scared
Of falling in love
Of not being able or capable to love
Of taking chances
Of who I might me
I don’t know how much more
I can give or go through
I’m a little bit scared
I was so very satisfied you see
I never meant for it to develop so rapidly
When I’m up there on a pedestal
No one understands how much I give
Or knows how it all affects me
But now they all want more
I’m a little bit scared
Of not knowing how long
I can keep up this masquerade
It’s like someone trying to emulate me
And exist inside my own skin
I have no dominion anymore
It all feels so incorrect but
No need to be afraid you say
So that’s that, panic over
But I’m still a little bit scared
Rick Varden
Sun 4th Feb 2018 18:45
Thanks once again Keith, yes I do relate to the words, which were once again inspired by Ian Curtis, who’s biography I was reading at the time. Unfortunately he took his own life at 23, and part of that was having to be someone he didn’t really want to be.