Why is it when i express my feelings, you can't understand?

Yeah i talk alot, yeah i go into detail... but you the only one i give that energy to.

It's so comforting to have these feelings towards you...

but one wrong word and i have these feelings towards you. 

Not feelings of hate or sadness or shame

But this major discomfort of being comfortable to keeo it 100 with you

 It may seem like im ranting about something i dont like

but this isn't even the half

the things i do like outweigh the bad

that still doesnt give the excuse for me to let this continue

1 Corinthians 15:33 says "Bad company ruins good morals" 

But i want to plant this seed to grow this faith

but i can't find anywhere to put it with no soil.

I just pray God changes the heart for you to chase him

instead of ME, so HE can lead us in the middle so WE....

Can worship Him...

Together