too many days have gone since my eyes gaze apon you, amber of your hair floods nerves ending hours I held bound in my need serious tears why wont I fight there is much to loose all for lies fight for what is not now ,not for then only our ever.  lines crossed whats working and whats its worth to gain? Nothing that is and always lost for I waite to move forward drawing that line again and again needing you.  A medium where joy was in the eye of those impressing pain, I was there hopeless. A frightened boy loosing it all. As I remembered love willing not to hurt. Just to free fall to nothing you left. I stood in time  as you won. done ,gone,letting go was the answer  to  letting me expel our loss my hell