Envision this You have lived in a buried dark pit your whole life
Or at least since you can remember
All you have ever known is the feeling of helplessness
And misery
There is no way out but up
Which you are not even sure there is a peak
You try to climb
But gravity swallows you whole
And spits you out at the bottom of your inferno
Screaming, even though you are unsure if anyone can hear you
HOW DID I GET HERE?!
There is no answer
Except for the swallowing noise of nothingness
Suddenly, a light drifts downwards that looks like a spellbinding spiral
It warms your chilled face
And whispers
Come on you can win this battle
Looking down at your now bloody hands
Seeming doubtful you try again
Slowly, you advance up the walls
But once again that damn gravity sucks you back into its vortex of hell
The light raises its voice
DO NOT STOP
You obey
As you begin to crawl back up again, you start to smell the raw crisp air
But that god damn gravity seizes you
And hurls you back to where you started
The soft voice grows into a hardened tone
Telling you that you can not stop or else the gravity will conquer your world
That fucking gravity drags you down as you are scrambling and crashing
Reaching attempts that are beyond what you thought it would take to make it out
Abruptly it dawns on you that you got yourself into this nightmare
Gradually you begin to lose all hope and curl into a ball of waste
*Days, weeks, months, years go by*
(music starts)
And then something shifted
More than just a shift in motion
Everything in your pit transposed
The thick menacing air turned into pure rawness
The sound of nothing turned into an alluring song
You unravel yourself and look up
There is light streaming down like never before
The voice is back and it speaks softly saying
Go my child it is time
You finally realize all you need to do is let go of the pain and the punishment that you thought you deserved
Unexpectedly, your body feels lighter than it has ever been
All of a sudden your feet pick up off the ground
And you begin to ascend upwards out of your bondage
The atmosphere is glowing and glimmering as you rise higher
You see your own blood on the dreary walls from your excessive attempts
As you soar higher the air flourishes with whispers of jubilee
You feel that fucking gravity start to yank at your ankles but you brush it away with thoughts of confidence
The gravity then begins to finally surrender and disappear
You finally reach the summit of your wretchedness
Everything you have ever felt falls away and you feel at peace
It takes all your strength but you manage to inch your way out into the Gleaming sunlight
It touches your face and your heart melts from its welcoming grace
Tears of bliss stream down your face because you never imagined you could feel this type of powerful energy running through your veins
Your expectations of never coming out of the pit cease to exist
And for the first time you begin to find home within yourself