I close my eyes and listen to the rain. 

I focus on the sound it calms me everything else becomes faint as if nature has me in a trance. I begin to see an image from the shadows come forth. The face I see is of you, your almond eyes and beautiful smile a handsome man that I adore. I start the think about the time we shared selfish thoughts fill my head. I can only think about holding you in my arms sharing intimate moments. I haven’t smiled since you left. The times we have become one has been more then simple fun the heights of passion we reach is a deeper connection. Even now thinking about kissing you holding you I get butterflies that nervousness over takes me. The last thing I want is to scare you away if I don’t put my heart on display you might not realize I truly want you in the worst way.