The ride began intense

 

Then hills an curves came

 

It was inconsistent

 

From what was presented

 

After two rounds of discombobulation

 

Maybe this is routine  

 

It rides smooth again

 

Slapping a smile on my face

 

After a jerk to the side

 

Cobble stone bumps

 

Im not able to keep up

 

Anticipation

Thinking is this ride not for me

 

I just want to love it

 

Then excuses of medical issues

 

What did i get myself into

 

I will love it through and through

 

Is this what i have to get use to

 

Neglect, ignoring, blindness

 

When i just want to smother it

 

With love and kindness

 

The presentation was nice

 

But it is not, keeping up its hype

 

There was no fine print

 

Only attentiveness

 

This ride has no safety

 

No seatbelts or guard rails

 

To hold back

 

An keep me from being thrown

 

On my chest

 

And being hurt

 

As this ride moved my scales

 

I remember at the beginning

 

A man smiled at the start of the ride

 

And wanted me on

 

He got me with a smile

 

And switched up the ride

 

I don’t even think he knows, the ride has changed

 

From when he started the ride and showed it off

 

Subconsciously leaving it unattended

 

Now, it’s just me working it all