closure
I walked by where we used to hang out
my heart aches and I can’t keep my eyes still
her hair, her face, her figure
I see her in every one that is walking
I try not to look for you but whenever I walk here
my eyes move without my consent
I still haven’t figured out what I would do if see you
yell at you, curse you,slap you
I imagined it a million times in my head
yet I know most likely I would freeze
anyway I think its time that I talk about this
this story took a lot of my time
you took more time than you deserve
you don’t even deserve me writing about you,
so I’m writing about closure
and even if I wanted to write about you
I can’t it would be so offensive because even if i try
I would fail to find one good thing about you
but closure is a good thing
closure means another beginning
closure means that that street would have new memories'
closure means that I would never look for you
closure means that you would no longer exist in my mind
closure means I won’t recognize you in the street
you see closure is a very good thing after all
elPintor
Wed 4th Apr 2018 00:37
Hey Racha,
I was going to send you an article on the correlation of the amygdala to aggressive response, since you are a psychology student. But, the first article I came upon mentioned the "abnormal" aggressive response of a driver to a tailgater. I believe that the tailgater is the "abnormal" one since it's his face I can see in my rearview at 70 miles per hour (about 113 km/h for you Europeans and well, the rest of the world). Yet it's people like me who are being studied since stupidity seems so normal--go figure.
Please pardon if this response makes little sense, but physical violence is never truly out of the question in extreme situations.
Rachel
PS
Forgive me for ignoring your original intent. As good or needed as it may be, closure is hard to come by because it can mean making many changes, both in mentality and environment. We all make our journeys. Good to hear from you and take good care.