On Hearing a Loved One's Fate ... E quindi uscimmo a riveder le stelle [1]
He spoke
And then it seemed
The mist and perhaps my mind swirled round
A sickening looping helix
From that still small sphere of heat.
In the chill of a dusk we descended
Beneath a frosted sickle moon
Descended into the Stygian blackness
Of land above a still lake
From which no lunar gleam escaped
The frigid darkness was intense, solid
Consuming all my senses -
I heard no sound of beast nor hunting owl -
I think we passed through a gap in time
Then no hedge nor tree was seen
No path nor sign in this unknown land,
This bleak and barren void without shape or hue.
It seemed we had voyaged together long
Yet we had not travelled long or far
I thought I knew,
Yet could not tell, our way
Or even whence we came
We could not venture on or back
Rooted to the spot as the cold drained
Mind and motion, yet still preserved
Some degree of subtle chill
That could mark a further frisson of icy fear
Over my numb flesh.
Struck dumb by his voice, unmanned by this omen
Blinded by his ebon light,
I could only sense
This new ill around us in the evil swirling mists
Phantasms seemed to dip and close
Ever closer around and around
Their shapes a darker, denser emanation
Of evil in that gloom - no sound escaped
Something ice grey shifting in the foul miasma
Some greater cold which froze my senses
Sensing infernal depths of pain,
I knew her lost, yielding
In this descent into the ice depths -
Seeing the pit from which none return
Time passed as our destiny froze.
Somewhere I found water and drank:
My numbed brain struggled up and up
I was blind as tears froze in my eyes
Knowing I was her guide
When we and all else were lost
I slumped into an offered chair.
Then time itself froze
And in freezing held us suspended
Between life itself and the deepest depths.
She spoke
A lovely murmur
And then I felt
The shades of dark receding
Although my evil spectres close by
Would not let me from their grasp;
That awful emanation still held her
And I knew its ice grip would never melt.
But night was come again and it was time to leave
Somehow a path opened -
A way away from that voice of the deepest depth
Whose sepulchral tones foretold doom
Terminating time -
Offering
A glimpse of time
Stretched thin
Melting.
But her murmur was as the flowing water
That marks the way:
The doors rolled back
And we walked out once more under the stars
1. Literally "we emerged to see - once more - the stars" [Inferno 34.139]