to cry outloud

When your life takes that turn and you dont know what to do,

who do you turn to? what do you say?

for as i sit here my heart breaking so hard,

i couldnt say to a friend that i need a shoulder at heart,

for all my life i suffer in silence,for not to be a burden on those who are unknown to my hearts inconvenience,

as i cry for the events that have passed

i feel so vulnarable and bare as if they could all look into my soul and laugh

i dont know how to feel or be felt in all of this,

sometimes its happines, sometimes its greif,

for my heart so fragile and scared in all of time

i know that my heart was wasted as you are not for thine.