Help me
I constantly get asked the same question "how are you today?",
And I subconsciously give the answer "thanks for asking I'm okay".
But is it really okay,
To think day after day.
That the only problem is my life,
And it can be resolved by a very sharp knife.
Is it normal to come to the resolution,
That all your friends just feel confusion.
At the fact you would rather die by having a bullet pass though your head,
Than living on earth instead.
Is it possible for me to have hope,
When really I can't cope.
If I just reach out to a friend,
Would they really tell me that my pain will end.
So next time I get asked the question "how are you feeling today",
I'll answer with "I honestly don't feel okay".