I am unsure of who I am
I no longer know what I mean to myself
.........and others.

I am thrust into the unknown
I feel alone and uncertain.
There is always more for me to learn
I have learnt so much
But actually so little.

The emotions I feel
Are old but I am sensing them in a new form.
A refreshing but frightening way.

Holding onto nothing
I am walking a tightrope
Clinging on but able to fall at any moment.

I am learning to be me again
A new me.
A new being.

Constantly evolving
A death dawns
At the same time a rebirth
A reawakening 
An opening of my mind 
Telling me to go on.