As the putrid vile words 
Suddenly stained my skin
As you swiftly lay next to him
I'll make friends with a knife

Don't tell me I should stay alive
I see all my elders miserable
I know things won't get better
I'll make friends with a knife

So do hear the ferryman calling
So innocent with filthy joy 
Taking my breath away
I'll make friends with a knife

As the friction between me and you dies
I'll miss the way you smile the most
Don't call this a crime when it was a suicide
I made friends with a knife