I want to stop thinking this way
Can't afford this dirty habit
I don't spend any money on it
The deeper I go the more I spend

I want to stop thinking this way
My mother taught me how to run away from my feeling
My father taught me how to get high
I stayed so strong for so long

I want to stop thinking this way
I've been hiding all the scars that I gave myself
I feel so weak that I want to give into it
I'll be so strong and bold if I do

I want to stop thinking this way
I should probably take my medicine soon
Death will be whispering in my ear if I do
Firefly can you come and save me