I'm hollow and panicking on emptiness
I just want to feel something more than nothing
I want my brain to stop over thinking

I'm such a loser I came second place
But I was only raising myself
I'm overdosing on all of my meds

I want to slow down but I don't know how
The strings of my heart are about to break 
I'm always in pain nowadays thinking about heartbreak

My mind's not as strong as I thought it was
I'm breaking like clumps of sand
Another cut it won't hurt much

I showed my dad all of my scars
He said he was disappointed but that's nothing new
I want to slow down but I don't know how