Pain hurts in the middle of the day, in the middle of the night and in many other ways
It masks itself as shame and keeps calling your name
You're nothing 
You're worthless
You're alone
Calling out to the God who says He cares 
But finding silence and distant stares
I want to be happy
I want to be whole
I want to be free of the ghost that haunts me
Haunting my days and wrestling with my nights
They won't let me great 
They won't let me grow
No matter how hard I fight, they wont let me go
I keep giving in and giving up
Surrendering both to the madness and the promise of peace
Whoever can save me can have me