Knock Knock
You and your trust issues
Me and mine
You have your fears
And your doubts
About me
And I have mine
But every time
We try to rationalize
And prove to each other
That the pieces don't fit
The sentences get left
Unfinished
Back and forth
Like whiplash
Seeing how far I'll go
Until I look back
Keeping me comfortable
At a distance
Haven't I proved myself
Haven't I exemplified
That I'll always be around
I'll smile when you smile
And pick you up
When you're down
An A on all your tests
And yet you still
Think I cheated
Like somehow I have
The answers to your mind
Written on my hand
I just want to be with you
And know what's ahead
Not live everyday
Questioning the end
Always locked outside the door
When I'm the one you should let in
Cynthia Buell Thomas
Wed 27th Jun 2018 11:03
Well put, with chilling honesty. I shudder.