My heart is heavy. 

It causes me to feel pain in places I would have not thought could be in pain. 

It’s restless. 

It beats fast and quick, at times my breath feels like it co-exists with it. 

For a moment, the pain goes away, and then it comes back. 

The heaviness within my heart causes my legs to crash below me. 

My heart is my worst enemy, but at times it is the only thing saving my legs from fully collapsing under me.