Menthol cigarette to kill me faster 
I don't want to get lost in 6 feet regret
So is my love worthless like my brain tells me
I got change in my pocket but I don't think it's enough for your heart

So if I live long enough do you think you'll love me
Should I echo the line full of dread
I know that you go through pain
I get you better than anyone else does

I've never had the right words to write
They all come verbally spilling out
If you could hear them you would know that I loved you
I'm just a jumbled-up mess on this site

I just want to live a long life by your side
So can you suffocate me in your love again
Will you be happy that you have me
I'm so sorry that I'm just a social anxiety attack