I was sixteen and grieving
On a cool day of autumn
I was waiting for you to come get birthday pancakes
But you never showed up 
You never showed up

Sorry but I hate you for leaving me here alone
They found your body in a lake
It was my birthday and they took you from me
I am sorry my love

A gunshot in your head
The last time I seen you
You were taking my innocence away
Does anyone ever die happy?

Your death is all I have now
It's an empty shell of what our love could be
Just a second they took all of our future plans away
Without you I'll die choking on my tears
It's been 4 months since that October morning
I'm still Hollow and all alone without you