Static
Double eights,
wait for fate,
an epiphany, a vision,
add, take away,
keep the faith,
lose the hope,
the rope.
White noise, white space,
static grey my brain
only myself to blame.
Guilt bleeds to shame,
rage stains red, pain blue,
black rain drizzles
puddles muddied.
Colours run to one,
the rainbow never ends
like the merry go round
inside my brain,
an oncoming train.
Rivers flow too deep
to keep me on my feet.
Falling down,
underground,
broken crown,
forever a clown,
triple the frown.
I beat my drum,
the world is round,
crowded upside down
life is a triangle
full of obsession.
Opulence ends desire,
love is tragedy and
nothing is everything.
A want, a need, greed,
selfishness complete
freedom.
Escape within
a dream within a dream,
a nightmare too
sometimes
everything I touch
turns blue.
©JM.Cole