Thought I found away 
Thought I found away to  
Make peace with my demons
There's always an empty hole what you left

I never said I'd be okay
Without you holding me close 
Can you please keep your promise to me
I've been broken before
So please, please don't hurt me anymore

I've been crying in this room of heartbreak
There's no recovering from this illness
Overdose on melancholy it's so swell living in misery
Don't torture yourself she told me  
I can't help it I need to cut deeper
I have these voices in my head
They told me it's lovely that I get to die alone

I never said I'd be okay
Without you holding me close 
Can you please keep your promise to me
I've been broken before
So please, please don't hurt me anymore

I should have known better 
To think that I could be loved
When I'm worthless and a coward
You're only the love of my life
I honestly think I deserve death
I don't need a hotline I know I've made my decision
I'll live this life but I'll only be skin and bones

I never said I'd be okay
Without you holding me close 
Can you please keep your promise to me
I've been broken before
So please, please don't hurt me anymore

There's always an empty hole what you left
Make peace with my demons
Thought I found away to  
Thought I found away