I should know better that life is not fair
so I wipe my own tears this time
I have to grow up and stop acting like a child
I love you and I hope there's an afterlife for you

You told me that I would find someone 
That actually loves me and I should 
Stop using woman fill the hole that she left
You was my best friend you told me 
April would be pissed off at me if she seen me
Now I'm in a world with no April and no you
Both of them wanted to live
He left his husband behind
It's not fair I'm the one who wanted to die
It's October and you didn't come to see me
I don't think I'll get used to this change
Tracy is not fair why did cancer have to take you

I should know better that life is not fair
so I wipe my own tears this time
I have to grow up and stop acting like a child
I love you and I hope there's an afterlife for you

You're the reason I learn to fight
You told me if I love this firefly girl 
I should prove it to her
Then you would tell me words of April
Love is alive until both parties give up
Never give up even if you're just a diamond dozen
Still have a voice and you can still show love
So keep your chin up and never give up on this Firefly
You told me this why you were under excruciating pain
Why does everyone I love leave me?

I should know better that life is not fair
so I wipe my own tears this time
I have to grow up and stop acting like a child
I love you and I hope there's an afterlife for you