Call yr friends, pretend to be "Present"..  

But lost in your head

 

Retreiving letters, scattered notes, words, lists, noises, buttons.

God bless yourself  with holy water. 

Turn the other cheek

but its still stung...

Piece of my heart.

 

 

Thoughts and ideas,

refracted by light with emotions,.

Waves in the ocean.

Sound echoing off the walls. 

 

Something is changing in my mind.

 

I'm writing in the dark.

Spirits haunting me,

Guide me into the light

voice so sweet..

like jasmine flowers.

 

Vibrant colors on the window pane, can't complain

about the weather....

 

Squaring away ideas,

plans,

motivations, destinations..

 

Collage of events and Possibilities..

Let the wind take new shape..

All parts of the story...

a dream within a dream.

 

The context,  pretense,

I was standing in line for hours..

but I didn't know why

Connecting the dots on a line,

 

Driving on roads paved with promises

and good intentions.

 

Redeem yourself.

Turn in your ticket, drop off the check, pay your dues.. 

To survive.

 

In a world with meaning, purpose, choice, alignment, courage

and direction..

 

Twist of fate, paradigm,

alternate dimension,

universe,

Time Unfolded...

 

Walking backwards through hallways.. 

analyzing myself

remember to smile,

to breath,

take two steps forward..

Every moment a struggle.

 

Forces of corruption,

destruction, material, fabric,

textiles,

meanwhile...   on the street where you live .

Maybe - just maybe  - it'll happen. 

Not sure when\if\how...  

but for now

there's static.  

 

I need a clean slate, fresh start

Rose colored glasses,

be quiet, be still,

   be unique,

BE observant..

 

Through the windows of my soul..  

Reap what you sow