Addiction In Many Forms
Money lust pills sex all the things to have a good time. I feel no pain the numbing feels so right i can't escape but i don't know how to stop i crave something to keep me moving . I alter my mind to hide the emotional horror i refuse to let you see me cry because initially you felt i was weak all along. what you fail to realize is that sex made me feel alive and i felt wanted, the pills numbed the pain i longer had to think about this hellish life. I know down hill spiral my destructive lifestyle was getting the best of you could never look at me the same again . I expect to hear from you in a non judgemental environment call me any time so i can help you kick your habit . just know your stronger then your drug of choice every day i rather see you live i remember when we use to laugh . the bright smile that you once carried . surely am afraid i will get that message that you passed away in more or so in less then two months with your reckless battle with russian roulette i am aware maybe not literally but you mind as well go for it let me help put it all to an end i won't say a word let me help you recover and put your life back on track addiction really can end a life until i became your intervention.