3:32 AM
Hi, I’m sad. What’s your name?
I don’t know what it’s like to not feel broken and alone
even my soul is tired
I’m not trying to be difficult I swear
Why do I and people I love pick people that treat us like we’re nothing?
It keeps getting stronger and growing like a virus with no cure it’s unstoppable
What if I never love again?
Sleeping is the only thing that can make me feel happiness
I wonder if you ever told someone that you miss me
We grew up in a world that just never showed love
I’ve been cutting deeper and deeper with out realizing it
Stitches count 105
Some scars can not be seen, nevertheless they are still there
I’m scared to start crying in case I never stop
I know you don’t want to hear my problems
It’s 3:32 AM you’re not coming back, are you?
At this point in my life I think suicide is the only option I have left.
It’s hard to chase your dreams when you’re constantly running From your nightmares
I loved you right from the start but that did not keep you from breaking my heart
You are tearing me inside out and I can’t stop it because I let you in the first place
The most messed up part is that the only reason why I’m sad,
is because you made me happy.
Damon Blackery
Thu 15th Nov 2018 18:50
Thank's