Has the cold winter air pierced through my body
With thoughts choking on you
My body becomes numb 
The memories of you come flooding in
Boards under my feet start to crackle
The pressure of your memories flooding my apartment
Like a child getting hurt for the first time the pain is unbearable
I could lock myself in the bathroom but the pain is still there
There's no running from the dire situation
I loved her but love is not good enough 
To keep someone here when they want to fly
So I'll take all the pain 
I hope that you come back and fill your promise out
Because the alcohol doesn't help my brains
It allows me to see you 
Pray every night for miracle that you actually come back
You fall back into my arms like we used to
That April that I heard your voice for the first time in a year
Cried my eyes out just so you know
In that June that you came over I did the same
I'm just your breakfast cereal now
A lonely Sour Patch Kids